I feel so restless right now. There’s so many things I want to do but I have valid reasons why I can’t.
All the things I want to accomplish is on my 30 before 30 list and I’ve mentioned a number of times the lifestyle changes I want to make. I’ve gradually implemented what I can but Im the all-or-nothing sort. If I decide to take up a sport I want to purchase all the equipment and gear I will possibly need before I even start practicing. I go into things full force and obsess over it.
My pending to do list is as follows
Adopt a minimalist lifestyle- can only practice this the way I intend to when I have my own place. (End of the year In Sha Allah. So excited *eek*)
Start physical training and get ripped (eventually try MMA 😱)- I’ve started doing an overall body workout but its Ramadan now so this entire month is dedicated to my daily schedule coinciding with extra religious obligations.
Finish my novella– I thought I had concluded the story and that it was ready for further scrutiny. Apparently there were unanswered questions, mostly concerning supporting characters. Therefor I’ve had to rethink my ending and might have to insert another chapter or two to tie it all together. My brain however is completely uninspired right now.
Also I had an idea for another story but thought it would be way better to be a movie because its science fiction. I even got introduced to a scriptwriter (totally by chance). But then I got cold feet.
So I’m all over the place at the moment but neither here nor there. I want to stop thinking so much and start doing. Life is too short to constantly be planning. I need to keep calm and live in the moment